wasting time

THERE'S SO LITTLE TIME AND SO MUCH TO DO BUT I'M HERE TYPING UP A BLOG POST.

I just realised that a major form of procrastination for me is actually singing (haha ... no that makes me sound like i sing professionally. no. in fact, far from that. on the opposite side of the spectrum.)

ever since i was young i really liked singing so for probably half the showers in my life i have sung in them. maybe one third (there was a period where i kinda got out of the habit of singing).

and now i still sing, and sometimes i just close my eyes and imagine i'm standing on a stage holding a microphone *ahem* substituted with my fist *ahem* and i will just sing and imagine everyone is amazed at how great i can sing.

which will never happen because i am an incredibly bad singer - i honestly feel sorry for my neighbours and sometimes wonder if they think "is she the girl who's screeching in the shower every night?" when they see me on the street.

and i do that a lot, so if each song is 3/4 minutes, and i do that many times ... i dunno.

haha sometimes i think OMG i think i can sing better now!! then i record myself and when i play it back i die a little and go ew no haha stop joking to yourself you will never be an amazing singer.