i am very weird

so there's this recent memory that makes me laugh every single time i recall it.

omg i can feel its cuteness oozing out

i was at carss park with maggie and louisa near the end of the holidays. as everyone knows i'm kind of scared of dogs ... but after seeing louisa's dog quite a few times (and omg she is so cute!) i've progressed to carrying it! yay go me. but everytime louisa's dog sees another dog it will bark quite a bit and it would run straight to it if you don't pull on its leash - earlier that morning it was in GRAVE DANGER because lecky accidentally let go of the leash and apparently it ran straight towards this HUGE SCARY german shepherd and so we made sure it wouldnt run away. (cause marble is a teeny cute small dog)

so maggie, louisa and i were trying to video some parodies (like weeping angels remake!) but then this big dog started running towards us! i first spotted the dog eyeing us in the distance, and when it started approaching i was like OMG IT'S COMING TOWARDS US WHAT DO WE DO OMG. and louisa was like PICK UP MARBLE OMG PICK UP MARBLE!! i had marble so i scooped him up into my arms and started running towards the gazebo where our parents were at (which was quite far away).

then OMG to my horror the big dog starts chasing us. im like DDDDDDDDDD: and im running as fast as my short legs can take me. then the big dog reaches me and my fear kinda kicks in and im like OMG LOUISA, MAGGIE SAVE ME WHAT OMG SAVE ME!! then it puts its two front paws on my thighs like it's trying to climb me (it was a nice dog upon reflection but in the moment i was pretty freaked out) and then i kept screaming OMG LOUISA MAGGIE HELP ME WHAT I DONT LIKE DOGS OMG IM SCARED OF DOGS OMG I HAVE A FEAR OF DOGS GET IT OFF ME!!

and then louisa and maggie doubled up with laughter cause i was hugging marble and protecting it from the big dog while shouting that i didnt like dogs and that i was scared of them. yeah it probably doesnt sound that funny here but at the moment we literally got stomach aches from laughing for several minutes straight cause it was so funny! the big dog ran back to its owner later ... i'm sorry for being so mean :'(

deeeep conversations

well, not really deep. more like immature, naive me :)

haha today went out with louisa and maggie to carss park for the third time this holis, and apparently we're going out together again on monday if it isnt raining lol =/

today we didnt do much at the park, especially cause my mum said not to expect to do anything cause it rained and the grass was wet. before maggie got here louisa and i walked around and talked about our plans for the future :D we talked about how both our carbon footprints were enormous, how louisa wanted a green home, how i'd like to sponsor a child through world vision and get my kids to do so too, etc. but when we went back apparently our parents went looking for us, meh. then we kicked a soccer ball around for a bit, but ended up playing big 2 (i came second woooo - i usually suck at it *cough* especially when louisa's family's around *cough*) and cheat. yeah, i totally lost cheat.

then we went to hurstville to eat dinner together at that meridian hotel place, and maggie and i just talked about how we'd like a boy to confess their love for us :) haha it was entertaining, we were imaging guys playing the guitar and singing (maggie said: 'only if he has a good voice!') and how it would be awkward if he wasnt implying it and caught you off guard, say when you're eating a hamburger or pizza. cause you're all like hands on and weird and awkwardified, and you cant get away with small gestures cause you have to eat your burger and stuff. haha, it was interesting. but then we became old and reminisced about our childhood crushes and talked about them - twas entertaining yet struck a very nostalgic string within each of us :(

yeah. and i was meant to start commercing or rapping like ... 50 minutes ago but i suck and procrastinated and thought that mug cakes needed an oven. and then i realised that that wasnt right (you know ... correlation between cakes and ovens?) and googled it to check ... and yeah.

hope the remainder of your holiday is enjoyable! >==>
p.s. that was a fish. i was just wondering if i could draw a fish.