solly about me being lazy la

this post is going to be weird because i'm half asleep.

not really. when i'm really half asleep i suddenly find a whole string of 'i's or spaces across the screen because i didnt realise that i 'microslept' with my finger pressing down the key.

anyway.

i just wanted to apologise for not having posted for ages. i'm really sleepy now and i still need to fill out my english related text questions for my new related text.

because i am weird and i dont get how people find related texts .... like how? do you just google it out? or do you delve into the depths of your memory to get a book you've read? ask relatives? tutors? urgh. english is so hard.

wow! there's a modernist piece there already. stream of consciousness. sadly i cant walk into my eng ext exam feeling like i can just rant like i'm writing a blog post :/

sunset blvd.

so yesterday we began 'sunset blvd.' in english yesterday ... luckily it was a single. so i was watching and everything was ok ... UNTIL ABOUT 10-15 MINUTES INTO THE MOVIE.

i started bobbing.

it was so annoying! even though i hadn't really understood it and thought it was quite boring, i felt really bad for missing out on it! i basically slept through the next 30ish minutes!

i felt so bad i went home and made myself find the movie on the internet and watch it to make up for my stupidity. and today when we started watching it in class we started literally where i stopped watching yesterday and finished the movie! i felt so great and i understood it in the end and i just felt good for watching it.

i would've said i felt so proud, except being proud for falling asleep in class is NOT A GOOD THING.

caught sleepy-eyed D:

i had science p.7. halfway through the lesson a sudden wave of sleepiness swept over me - what I call a narcoleptic attack, despite me not really having narcolepsy.

it was ok at first, finding ways not to make my head bob and trying not to make it obvious that my eyes couldn't open. and WHY MONDAY?! when i sit at the front D:

i may have looked relatively calm in my seat. with my eyes open as slits (actual slits, smaller than they usually are). BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH! despite my great, irresistable urge to sleep I  was, in fact, fighting a losing battle! I was actually fighting with all my heart and strength on the inside! I know i was on the brink of asleepness but ... I WAS TRYING TO STAY AWAKE. anyone knows how hard it is to stay awake when you're sleepy - not to mention my sleepy episodes.

i hear some noise nearby. a sudden thought: wait what is the teacher talking to me. i snap out of it. TOO LATE. next thing i hear: 'Do you have the weight values? Rhiannon can you wake that friend of yours up and give her the values?' and I was like ... -looks around omg NNOOOOOO this is so embarrassing-.

so yeah my dignity, reputation and ability to talk with teachers kinda went like this: ~~~~~~\ (ignore the extra bit sticking up)

and omg miss i'm so sorry :( i feel really bad for falling asleep in class but i really couldn't help it and if i had a choice i wouldn't've done so :(