clearing my bookshelf

Okay, I own up - the blog post title is a tad bit misleading. I tidied up half of one layer of my bookshelf ... which is good progress considering my HSC stuff (which everyone seems to have packed away into neat, orderly boxes 2 months ago) is still lying around on my table.

As I was tidying up my stuff I came across bits and pieces from primary school which hit a nostalgic chord within me so I thought I'd share it with you guys! :) I ended up throwing out a lot of it (not the ones I took photos of though because they're the valuable ones :P) because if I don't, I probably never will. I left them there probably 6 years ago thinking that I'll probably need them for some reason (like a year 5 NAPLAN practise paper ...) and naturally, I didn't. 

Well here are some special things I found among the stack (please click to enlarge): 

thank you Linda hehe ^^

yes, I am aware of the variable spelling of 'origin'

oh canteen duty was a nightmare ....

because this is what credits are for.
and in case you're wondering my nicknames used to be other people with my initials ... primary school creativity ...

ehehehe we were still singing this in high school

hahahaha self explanatory ^

Hopefully there'll be more photos of stuff I find while clearing my self ... if not ... you'll know that my laziness kicked in :L

Until next time! (oh gosh I sound so cheesy)

hopelessness.

i just feel very down now :( i know i'm a whinger, and I never get anything done ...

i actually finished 2 things on my to do list for today, but the other two are massive tasks which seem like i can never finish. maybe i should go to bed early today (early as in 12 early) and get up earlier and hope i feel better so i can get some work done.

i feel so hopeless at everything ... like for maths, when i look back at the stuff we've done or if someone asks me how to do a question that I'VE DONE ALREADY i don't even remember how to do it. and now for trials you're telling me to recall everything ... everything.

and my english essays are still untouched ... i feel so unmotivated sometimes i wonder whether i'm the only one at this particular minute who isn't working and rather, just lounging about on youtube ...

and i'm probably going to fail the UMAT or something, i'm just so bad with time management i'm far from the end of the exam when 3 hours is up. omg what am i going to, i don't even know 100% what i'm going to do in university and i looked at the university scholarship forms and there's a lot to fill out ... i need to think carefully ... but i can't ...

jhbvkhgduyktdytyfytfytdytd;87t9

my entire holidays wasted ... again

and this is the holidays before trials.

seriously, jennifer? you haven't found your second belonging related OR a single related text for history and memory. you haven't done any practise exams, fixed your essays or anything.

and the trials are in four weeks.

uerghdfehg;lksdjhogs;otg.

panic

so i was typing my late reply to Alicia's email about our graduation trip ............. and the reply was getting long. very long. why couldn't I wrote 1/395867834694836 as much for my essay I don't know.

THEN THIS CAME UP.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

and I was like WHAT NO OMG WHAT'S HAPPENING and I couldn't click away from it and I dunno if you can tell by the text or the scroll bar but I had written a LONG email. I was like NOOOO are you serious I'm going to have to type it ALL UP AGAIN?! (I can just hear gmail singing 'Why ........ So ........... Serious?!?!')

then when I logged back in I remembered that your email gets saved as a draft as you type :) i was feeling very happy.