caught sleepy-eyed D:

i had science p.7. halfway through the lesson a sudden wave of sleepiness swept over me - what I call a narcoleptic attack, despite me not really having narcolepsy.

it was ok at first, finding ways not to make my head bob and trying not to make it obvious that my eyes couldn't open. and WHY MONDAY?! when i sit at the front D:

i may have looked relatively calm in my seat. with my eyes open as slits (actual slits, smaller than they usually are). BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH! despite my great, irresistable urge to sleep I  was, in fact, fighting a losing battle! I was actually fighting with all my heart and strength on the inside! I know i was on the brink of asleepness but ... I WAS TRYING TO STAY AWAKE. anyone knows how hard it is to stay awake when you're sleepy - not to mention my sleepy episodes.

i hear some noise nearby. a sudden thought: wait what is the teacher talking to me. i snap out of it. TOO LATE. next thing i hear: 'Do you have the weight values? Rhiannon can you wake that friend of yours up and give her the values?' and I was like ... -looks around omg NNOOOOOO this is so embarrassing-.

so yeah my dignity, reputation and ability to talk with teachers kinda went like this: ~~~~~~\ (ignore the extra bit sticking up)

and omg miss i'm so sorry :( i feel really bad for falling asleep in class but i really couldn't help it and if i had a choice i wouldn't've done so :(